I've been in love too

Owh hye again. tak sampai stengah jam pun dah start blogging balik. beriya kan dok kata nak tidoq tadi. hahaha. tak sebenarnya macam terinspired nak tulis something. tak tahu nak describe benda ni as apa. some people said i dont have emotions, i'm not emotional, i dont have responses, i'm not sensitive. that kind of stuffs. so here i want to clarify something. i do have emotions, i could get angry in no time. i can be sensitive too, sometimes. i've also been in love for a very long time. yeah, thats the problem. been in love for a very lonnng time with the wrrrrong person . how long is that? you wouldn't believe. how wrong is that person? i wouldn't mention. he was a nice guy i've known and maybe i wasn't good enough for him. orang kita kata takde jodoh la kot. camtu la kot. bila dah takde jodoh tu. everything seems wrong. tak care salah, care sangat pun salah. i'm not a good girl either. as far as i  remember, i never cheated on him. maybe i should. hhahah takdelah. anyway, he is a nice guy, ada sikit dia punya sweet tula tapi most of the time brutal je. sampai sekarang aku pun tak dapat jawapan yang aku nak dari dia. tapi tulah. its better not knowing. :) aku anggap tu takde jodoh je. what else? hahah so tu sebab tula aku malas nak ada emotion ni. macam menyusahkan sikit lah. love myself, set priorities. tu je aku punya guideline hidup sekarang.  being in love or not being in love , dua2 ada ajar aku something. i've sinned to my parents, and most of all to Allah S.W.T . i did so many things that i dont even think i can forgive myself. orang baya2 aku ni dah ada yang kawin , ada yang dah  berpunya and tengah mencarik lagi. tapi aku tak fikir semua tu lagi. graduate first maybe? 

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My life as a practical student (part 1)

Hello ! it's been awhile right? i was so busy that i almost got no time to feel free :( sad life isnt it? anyway, here is my story . i applied for an internship in IMMB uitm sungai buloh few months ago and got accepted immediately. alhamdulillah.  nothing much yet . i'm still in a phase to make myself comfortable with the place. baru 2 minggu kan. lek luu hahaha. member yang lain banyak buat intern kt hospitals. hari pertama dah start duty. best gila lah. kitorang mereput lagi kat sini dari first day sampaila sekarang :( anyway , my supervisor is actually a foreigner , its quite interesting to know her but i also find it difficult for me (yang tak pandai sangat speaking ni) . she told me that i will work on a research (topics still unknown) . and so, i have to study about the topics first then only i can start doing the research. please pray for me. i need your support.sumpah takut nak hadap research ni sebab takde experience langsung. so this is only a short brief to what i'm into .so disebabkan tak larat dah nak continue cerita + mengantuk, maka kita stop disini sahaja. next time akan cerita journey aku and kawan2 yang ada kat sini pulak dengan gambar2 sekali hokayy. choww

*IMMB= institute of medical molecular biotechnology